the disappointment

omgness
i just found out that
my mum was never proud of me
for my interest
for my good academic
for my improvement
for my success
basically for what i stand to be
its really shocking to realise
that everything i work for
is nothing in her eyes
ouch.

the symptoms

i dont know what is it im feeling
but its definitely not well
i feel giddy and nauseous
occasional gagging reflex
oh god.
i dont even feel like eating my fave food

the wronged feeling

oh man
i know the post is way overdued
but i just gotta say it

it really isnt as easy as i thought it would be
well, at least for some
being stuck in the middle
trashed by both sides
im exhausted
hurt
mainly just feeling wronged
i wish i didnt care so much
if only they knew how much they mean to me
then it wouldnt have to end this way
hate having to be on my guard all the time
im not good like that

ohwells.



i've got lots and lots to post
majorly braindead
will post ASAP.

the feminist book

linda showed me this feminist book
way way over the top prejudiced over men
really classic sexist



enjoy :)



and finally
my favourite of all ..


its funny that
these books were actually written by men themselves
shows who the sexist really are *winks

the guided path

if only life was a guided path

the holiday

its almost as if
thunder is trying to comfort me
rain is telling me not to cry
lightning is scolding me

the haircut

its been a long time since i went to a salon
and one day i just couldnt take it no more
the urge was too strong
i tried calling the MAISON
but they were unavailable
and i NEEDED (WANTED) to cut it that day
desperation arises
so i went to ranna's auntie's salon instead
her uncle helped me layered my hair
and i love it :D

btw.
i also dyed my hair a few days earlier
to my fave RED RED RED RED RED.
YAHOO :P


mat and i decided to surprise each other every other week
and this is what i got today :)

WOW.
heart shape + letter 'A' made of beautiful candles
i love it :)
thanks love


one day
i tried to find certain posts in my blogg
but it took me so long because ..
apparently my titles arent really hitting the mark
all i wanted was to name them with a 'the' word in front
must really think of a way to make it easier for me
cant keep clicking every single post
LABELS? hmm.



and then there's the company corperate event
imitating the amazing race
hosted by allen wu

more pictures coming up :)