and suddenly i deeply regret deleting my old blogg
the blogg i confided in
the blogg i wrote all my feelings in
the blogg that held all my memories
i miss going back into archives
reading those random entries of ..
anger, happiness, emo and soul
its a pity its gone
even if i tried to attain it back
i know it will never be the same
omgness
im getting sentimental over a blogg
please forgive me
it comes with age.
yes.
i have finally unofficially graduated from temasek design school
these 3 years has passed on quickly
and i'll miss each and every memory dearly as life passes
what saddens me most is
slowly my memory may start to fail me
i may start to forget
i may not remember
and many years down the road
each and every time i pass you by
i may not wave
i may not smile
i may not remember
(please remind me to post pictures since yr 1)
today
i just had the suddenly urge to blogg
i havent had it much since i changed blogg add
you prolly could see it from my lack of commitment to post
so now
even though im dead tired from all the camps
even though my throat hurts
so much i just wanna sleep and not think of anything else
i want to blogg
saying this now
i dont really know what else to say
hmmm.
fyp results
it was a urgent rush
since i forgot to apply for sms service
i had to wait and wait and wait
(note to all: please do remember.
otherwise you'll have to wait till the next day
and the internet being super laggy wouldnt help your anxiousness at all.)
even though i know results dont really matter
but deep in my heart, i felt terror
i still wanted to get a good grade no matter what
it will be the last grade i receive before i graduate
and i just wanted it to be good
does it make sense to you?
i told myself its okay if i dont do well
i had expected a C+
but i did not prepare myself for it
as i logged in the tp system
i felt the hairs on my back standing
sending shivers to my spine
thank you to all who has helped me through this tough period
christine, jamie, ashley, jiayi, joshua, tom, matthew, gabriel, maveric, yijie, caleb
i wouldnt have been able to do it alone
thank you thank you thank you so much
the gratitude i have for you guys cant be said through words
i miss you guys already
thinking about the times we spend in our location shoots
and in hereafter
just brings tears to my eyes.
its finally over
the 3 long torturous years
of having no life
spending every minute of available time in school
or doing school work
its over
and you know what..
i miss it
i feel lost without it
its become a part of my life
a part i dont want to give up
3 years ago
we've come together from our separate lives
3 years later
we'll now move on with our separate lives
i dont have a reason to go to school anymore
i dont have a reason to meet up for lunch for nothing
i dont have a reason to call them up just to ask whats up
i dont have a reason
i dont wanna keep my cool
i dont wanna hold back
so im gonna say it first
lets please keep in touch
the last camps
* FO programmer
* DO facilitator
shall blogg about this on my next post.
