the christmas spirit

3 weeks has passed since my last entry
and so much has happened since
well actually way beyond
i havent really been updating at all

driving test 02
company dnd
cj7/christmas shoots
patrick's farewell dinner
jiayi's birthday
promax
my family went cameron highlands
ashley's double o launch
moimd bbq gathering
wehjee's birthday
singapore art museum animation preview
anime festival asia
my new polariod
BLAHBLAHBLAH

soon it'll be christmas
and i'll be a year older
hitting the first year of my adulthood
and time will just roll over faster than before
im not sure if i want it to come at all


anyway
about my previous entry
i thank you for your comments
but i havent really been all that disappointed
i guess a little part of me had already expected it
and the post was more of a revelation
like the truth finally brought to light
or..
am i just trying to comfort myself now..
hmmm. dont want to think about it.


CHRISTMAS
CHRISTMAS
CHRISTMAS
HO HO HO.
i havent been this excited in years

is it because..
the church doesnt believe in christmas?
in return my mum doesnt believe in christmas?
resulting in the whole family not celebrating christmas?
and feel guilty celebrating it with friends?

this is the first year im celebrating christmas with true spirit
resulting in a huge hole in my wallet
but i dont mind, i really dont (strictly for christmas only)
i just wish i had more money. hahahaha

my rationale is ..
no matter how many things you buy for youself
it will never be enough
might as well spend that money on others
and keep them smiling till the end of the day
and maybe even longer!

so im elated that we'll be having another moimd gathering
and even happier that i have mat with me =]

cant wait for the holidays :)
will post pictures soon!