the incurable

have you ever got the feeling
you're awake like hell
when you close your eyes
even if you fall asleep consciously
your sub conscious dont
every little jolt will make you jump
there's this terrible nausea in your chest
puke is in your throat
you have no appetite
but you know you must eat
your nose is running
your throat needs clearing every 5 seconds
your head feels heavy
you feel faint and dizzy
and the worst of it all
you cant tell no one.