the selfish bastard friends

im tired of being the one to arrange outings
actually, i wouldnt be so tired IF..

people bothered to show up
people bothered to reply, at all
people stop rejecting immediately

i mean
COME ON
we're all busy
we all have our own lives to live now
i understand that

but once in a while
just once in a while
CANT YOU PEOPLE BLOODY CARE!!!!!

out of 8 people,
only 2 replied -.-
1 cant make it
and the other at least showed a little concern

SERIOUSLY
do you guys wanna lose contact or WHAT

grrrrrr
im pissed.
im venting.
and i very well wanna say i cant be bothered.
but i know i am.
and will be.

sigh.